Paranoid.

I hate myself for being so paranoid, but I’m just seeing things.  I’m insecure about this, because I have a feeling that you haven’t forgotten your ex, and I think you have idealized me and my worst fear is that you see me the way I see myself.

I have not much to offer you except what you see and what you hear. I know I have too many defects I want you to see me like a human a normal person that is in your life and that person wants you to walk by his side.

We live far one from each other. We have no money we found love in a hopeless city but if there’s some hope is in our hearts.

He lives near you.

I live far from you

He is taller, skinnier and outgoing.  I'm the opposite.

I just wanna stay near you. I don’t wanna compite for love.

Busqueda

Buscándome, encontraba cuerpo inerte.
Riendo y llorando mientras tanto,

en esta tierra extranjero y valiente.

Mi realidad flotando en desencanto.

Buscándome, rodando por diferentes caminos,
Volando en diferentes nidos
Vacío que notaban mis vecinos
rodeado de sueños perdidos.

Encontrándome, respuesta amada.
Maravilla el final y el comienzo
la seductora contestación hallada,
de este sencillo sendero y lienzo.